CANJIKA

Everyday should be a step toward who you want to be tomorrow.

Say…

How do I get rid of this pain?
Washing it all away in the rain
Cold blood running through my veins
I try to reach you, but you’re just not the same.

I try to touch you
It’s like you slip away
it’s like there’s something you’re afraid to say

Say, say, say you still love me
that you didn’t forget
that you just need a break

Break, break, break my heart one more time
‘cuz I can take it
another one I will survive
I’m used to it
It won’t tear me apart
I’ve been through worse
Worse tears, worse thoughts, worse nights.

Play, play, play me all over again
‘cuz I’m your slave,
a follower,
an obsessed fan.

It’s sickening, it’s disgusting
all the things I’d do for you
I’m going crazy
Love, lust and
all the shit that we’ve been through

Guess I deserve it
Set my own trap
put my whole life in your hands
and you refuse to give it back.

Taking control
Six feet under
I’ve lost track of my own memories

You have it all
I’m powerless
Your existence is my sickness